hey.. im so dead if i go home. my parents are super mad at me for stupid reasonz. ar wadeva.
i did go out today. haha. wanted to go to genting road to send uniform but then researching to how to even get there took a lot of time, so me and dyna went to mount pleasant hospital to fetch her cat which was warded for like a week now. and im actually abit scared of animals. so we enter and thr were like dogs everywhere. but luckily no animals came near me. so never mind. both of us started to conversate and never actually end our sentence. and we started laughing like crazy. shez MAD. went to her motherz shop to have like late lunch i guess. crap the whole time. bought otah and wen to her place. help her cousin in some project; making starz and cresentz. glitter was everywhere.
wen out for dessert with syara, jx, dyna and me. syara look like a MINAH. haha. well ate and waited fer idrus. but then jx and syara wen home ferst. idrus then came and left coz he wans to watch prison break. haha ok.
im still at dynaz place. damn scared to go home, like seriously.
i dunno wad my parents gonna do to me.
i may not live the next day.
all is in fate.
waiting for the minutes to pass for the right time to go back.
home? that is what i use to call it.
but now who knows.
i will go soon...
when they are all asleep...
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Still no phone. suckz mann.
went out with weikang, lian wei,and christoven yesterday. actually me and weikang was watching Turandot before meeting christoven. well lian wei turn up half way thru the show. NON-coincidentally me, weikang and lian wei wore GREEN. then lian wei and weikang was discussing bout "wad if christoven wears green ?". guess wad, christoven also wore green. WOW, green day for us. aniwaes the whole trip felt like evryone is bullying me la. well its dumb. they started with the euphonium thing AGAIN. then about work. then about future. i was so damn STRESSED out. whatever. i tink you can read weikangs blog if u want an elaborated story. the whole trip suppose to be a shopping spree but then it turns out like an eating spree. haha. weird. and ya they were thinking of goin Genting. im not goin; broke [grounded actually].
well today im stuck at home, nothing to do.
hooray for me.
come save me from this treacherous place...
yours truly;
PoisonLips
at2:46 AM
Monday, March 26, 2007
this is the
SICKEST poetry i have ever read. i dun tink this is even a proper poem.
go ahead and read if you DARE...------------------------------
In a shopping mall
In a communal changing room
I saw him in his undies
So aged and frayed they were practically see through
And boy did I stare
Till he covered his cock with his hands
And went beet red
But later, out on the street
He asked if I'd like to meet up for a drink
And the only thought I could think
Was yes please, one teaspoon
Of fresh cream would donicely thank you
Later, in bed
I told him of the thoughts
that had filled my head
And he smiled and said
'I know', I was thinking
About drinking
you too.
hmmm.. abit weird..
disgusting...
yours truly;
PoisonLips
at4:27 AM
haha.. guess what. i don't have a phone now. wad the fuck!.
well nvm. my last post suppose to be longer but i dunno why the stupid comp wont post the whole thing. ARGH.. never mind.
i
HATE my life.
i
HATE my parents.
i
HATE my brother.
i
HATE that fucker.
i
HATE that fucking bitch.
i
HATE the betrayer.
i
HATE crying.
i
HATE almost evreything.
but somhow
i LOVE you.not just any YOU.
its just you..
bored to death right now with nothing to do..
the holidayz..
yours truly;
PoisonLips
at2:20 AM
Friday, March 23, 2007
yeah.. My bestfriend just broke up wit HER girlfren. haha.
we are ALL happy for you! .. At last you are free to rome around.
ya shez a girl; bisexual.
Yesterday we watch 300, like again. Was quite fun. then i went for rehearsal at the esplanade. WASTE of time mann. we all came at SEVEN and did abit of warm up. Then we did some sitting arrangement along the corridor, sing a few songs. then back to our room. We waited and waited and waited. talk lots of crap in the room waiting for our turn. so BORING. then we all went to the green room to bore ourselvez again. Chat bits here and there. i almost fall asleep. its been nearly 2 and a half hours of waiting. Wad the hell is the orchestra doing??. Mass orgy?? wtf. then the announcement came," CAN ALL THE CHORUS MEMBERS ASSEMBLE AT THE CONCERT HALL NOW?". At last. i bet that the orchestra members had a fair share of orgasm, that's why now they need the chorus members. went up and saw that the orchestra people having their break. before going in the hall, we all saw food on the table. So.. most of the chorus members wanted to get a taste of the puffs and cakes. before any of us took anything on the table. This fucking BITCH started shouting “THE FOOD IS ONLY FOR THE ORCHESTRA MEMBERS!". Like wad the hell. we waited for you idiots to finish your orgy that has wasted our precious time, treated like we are some piece of shit that you can play around with, think that we singers are useless and mean nothing to the music world (halo, some of us are also instrumentalist ok?), and now you are telling us that the food on the table is only for you all?! there is like a lot la on the table. go and DIE you mother-fucking bitch!. now i know that some of the orchestra players are actually greedy PIGS in mask of a human. anyway rehearsal started. the orchestra is so LOUD!. how loud they expect us chorus to sing?. Can’t you all just play softer? you think you all very good izit?. try being in our shoes and we play your instrument at FORTISSISSIMO. hah. i bet we can’t even hear a single sound from your mouth, you useless piece of shit. after like a 30 minutes or so. the chorus gets to go. the chorus director talk abit on each songs then arrange some sitting plans (because some ahpek is making a fuss on the sitting arrangement) and then we were dismiss like at 10 plus plus. Ha-ha. this is the best part is, we chorus member ate all of your food that you stupid greedy orchestra idiots left on the table. now it is EMPTY. i should have waited to see the reaction on your fugly faces went you all found out that the food is gone. but i have enuf of waiting for you amateurs. we all laugh and ate happily away...
tonightz the concert. i so cant wait to see those "ANIMALS TAMED TO PLAY INSTRUMENTS".
you will get it from us bitch!!
yours truly;
PoisonLips
at1:25 AM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Fiinally it's over.
PS exam was yesterday. i did really really
BAD and i know coz i never felt so shitty wen playing my instrument except for yesterday at 4pm
DURING THE EXAM!!.pieces i played was horibble; excerpts was abit better. wads the point mann.
my condition at that time: its like rain was showering heavily on me.
wahlau i tink its a cursed year for me. everything i do seems to go wrong.
what the hell. i seriously lost my mood from yesterday till now. kept thinking of my exam. hah. i know i can do better. but too bad theres only one chance.
it was bad, really really bad.
and i dunno why...
yours truly;
PoisonLips
at2:55 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
i have NO pianist.
life sucks.
exam in four dayz time.
essay not complete.
well wadeva happens happens.
whats the used of having so much pianist in skul for?
i wonder...
yours truly;
PoisonLips
at6:07 AM
